It was only when xiangyang fell off his chair in class today when i realised that it was FRIDAY THE 13th (when yvonne mentioned). I dont normally believe in this kind of superstition but today was really a bad day.

It started off fine. Until mr ho's lesson when i got very irritated at him. Sometimes, i just dont understand how a person can be so ridiculous. His behaviour just pisses me off. I told my mom about it and she is disgusted that such a teacher exists. I find it hard to respect him. As a matter of fact, i think he's even beneath me, and everyone else in my class. Oh yeah, and my mom says that he's going through menopause(yeah, men do go through menopause too. i was shocked when i heard it!) because of his fluctuating mood swings.

Then i went to check my PW results. I got a D. Only two people in my class got B, the rest Cs and Ds. AND out of a cohort of about 800 who took PW last year, only a pathetic 35 got A. There is obviously a huge flaw in the grading system. Anyway, i feel that i should have at least gotten a C. I put in so much time and effort into PW last year. Definitely a lot more than everyone else in my group. With a few of them not doing anything at all. So my hardwork pays off by getting a D. WOW. But what i feel most upset about is that i had to tolerate **************** for the longest time ever. I didn't kick up too big a fuss coz i didnt wanna strain anything for PW. So basically, the times that i got pissed over were for nothing. And i had to take his attitude without saying a single word about it. So what do i get at the end of the day? A FREAKING D. Thanks a lot CJC. To mr ho and all the other teachers who graded all the PW stuff. Thanks for awarding me with a D. The only consolation is that i didnt fail PW, and that at least no one else in my group did better than me.

After guitar, my junior and i decided to run for the bus from the end of the overhead bridge. The floor was dirty and muddy. And guess what? Mud splashed onto my skirt!! And i got stains on my shirt which i have no idea how they came about.

My mom says that i've got low life condition now. And that i should do something about it to change my karma. I guess this is the time when i should turn to my faith to do so. I can do it and i will do it. I need to prove myself. I'm gonna OWN a'levels and not the other way around. I need more motivation.