I feel like there's so much to say but I just dont know where i should start from. Let's start from mid-years. I'm absolutely and totally screwed for it. Let's see, I dozed off while doing math on monday and physics today. But only for a short while(tired lah). I don't know how qian feels so relaxed that she can sleep through practically the whole paper(well, she did). Math was quite bad coz I really didn't know how to do some of the questions. Then there was econs this morning. I left a whole 12 mark question blank(okay, i wrote like two lines). Physics in the afternoon killed me. Xiangyang said that I was very fast. Well, that's coz i skipped after reading almost every question. I think I only did like 40++ marks worth. Oh yeah, there was also some NE test on monday. I swear CJ's like the only school that tests us on NE(like who won ms universe HAHA). I do not see myself passing so whatever. Gave up on mid years already. I now have a 6 day break before I have to return to school. YAY!!! PARTAAAYY!!! haha.

Moving on, I was just doing my normal stoning then thinking and so on just now. Then I thought of a good friend(or used to be). We have really drifted. Maybe it was my fault. But I really miss him. I miss the times we talked. I just feel so comfortable with him. (I do not like him in that way okay). Maybe now that he has moved on in his life, with new friends and all, he doesn't see a need to contact me. Or maybe I've been too busy with school(but I will surely find time for him) Oh well, I've tried but he doesn't seem very responsive. So this is the time where I give up and just go with the flow. I'll just see how it goes.

It's funny how u get close to a friend just for a period of time then just drift apart. Sometimes, I think I'd rather not make these friends. I've really lost too many friends since I left Singapore, so having/losing one more good friend means a lot to me. I know it's part and parcel of life, but it sucks. =(( I'll just have to accept it.