Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I quote: "myself from everyone. as they say, we're on our own now, this last lap. who would lend you a helping hand? no one, because they will be too busy hiding in their closets, being suffocated by stacks of notes and practises. after near suffocation, they come out taking a breather and whine to the whole world that they haven't been studying and is so scared about the big thing. so when the results come out, and they do better than what you'll normally get for not studying, what does that mean? oh trying to prove themselves as geniuses or some gifted kid who can do well even studying? okay coming back to reality, not implying anything, someone gifted would probably end up at a more prestige school. hello hello. you're really not being humble, in my eyes you're just hypocritical. (: "
True?? Are u one of these?? I think u know the answer better than anyone else does.
Iwillnowtypewithnospacingwhatsoever. Stressisreallygettingtome.itssobadthatieventhinkaboutthingsother
thanstudieslikejusttodayiwasonoffemo.ijustfeltsoalonelikeihadno
friendsicouldtalktonofriendswhocaredanddidanyonenoticethatiwas
feelingdowntheanswerisno.ireallyfeltlikecryingidecidedtomessage
darlingmichandshewassosweet.receivedamessagefromherbeforemy
tuitionstartedanditwentsomethinglikethis:
i 6u!l!W5 daa>1
i 6u!l!W5 daa>1
i 6u!l!W5 daa>1
lookatitupsidedownandyouwillgeti.itsuredidputasmileonmyface
thanksdarling!
myparentsandsisteraskedmeifiwhetheriwasreallystudying.they
wouldnthavetoaskiftheywerenotindoubtbutapparentlytheywere.
thisisjustgreat.notonlydoistressoutaboutmystudiesandalltheother
unnecessarystuffmyfamilyjusthadtoaddontoit.justwonderfulnever
feltbetterthankyoutoeveryonewhonevernoticewhenimactuallyfeeling
downactuallyitsnotreallyurfaultiknowihavetotelluaboutitbefore
uknowbutohwell
okay!! back to spacing!! a few days back, had a chat with this mexican friend of mine. amidst all the stress that i'm facing, he's definitely one of those who made me smile and feel more relaxed.
i do appreciate u! <3